all these thoughts are racing in my head for the past 24 hours and i don't know how to contain them or even decipher half of them.
well and not even just thoughts but also feelings. i don't know about those either.
i need to be alone.
i need to be around people.
i need to be quiet.
i need to talk for hours.
i need to stop drinking so often.
i need to drink to feel comfortable.
i need to be in a meaningful relationship because i like who i am and want to share my life with someone.
i need to be single because the thought of a serious attachment makes me scared/grossed out.
i need a good hobby.
that one has no contradictions. i really want/need to do that.
i need some sort of outlet.
problem is, i'm not good at anything.
i'll just read as a recreational sport/craft that takes no talent.
ok perfect.
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knitting club?
quilting club?
let's be professional dog stealer/walkers.
we can walk around our neighborhood and steal dogs, take them for walks in the park (we're so close to the park!), then return them.
we could start playing tennis.
or frisbee (with dogs?).
just bouncing some ideas off ya...
i could plagiarize your entry because i feel identical to what you're describing most of the time.
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